We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

How Am I Supposed to Feel?

by l.ucas

/

  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $18 USD  or more

     

  • Full Digital Discography

    10
    releases

    Get all 10 l.ucas releases available on Bandcamp and save 20%.

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality downloads of How Am I Supposed to Feel?, isolate EP, One More Night, ringtone, FSW, isolate, Bad Place, No Better, and 2 more. , and , .

    Purchasable with gift card

      $26.40 USD or more (20% OFF)

     

1.
water 02:10
lyrics
buy track
Tonight's the night I feel it crashing down on me like water Like water Tonight's the night I feel it crashing down on me like water Like water When I come up for air you know I won't look down I'm afraid of heights and I'm afraid to drown And when the sun is shining in my eyes and face Hold the door for me I'm on my way Tonight's the night I feel it crashing down on me like water Like water Tonight's the night I feel it crashing down on me like water Like water When I come up for air you know I won't look down I'm afraid of heights and I'm afraid to drown And when the sun is shining in my eyes and face Hold the door for me I'm on my way It comes down It comes down It comes down Like water It comes down It comes down It comes down Like water
2.
How Long? 03:12
lyrics
buy track
I cannot hide from you But then again I don't want to I know you hide the truth But that makes me want you The fire inside my heart is burning through my chest again You're fucking me up for what oh god I hope we meet again How long will you have me right where you need me tonight How long will you have me right where you need me tonight How long will you have me right where you need me tonight How long will you have me right where you need me tonight I'm caught up on you Ah ah ah, ah Ah ah ah, ah Never thought it'd be me, no How long will you keep me tonight will you love me love me love me love me I'm falling down from heavenly heights when you touch me Touch me Touch me Touch me So that's a bet If it ain't for you then it's not my thing to do And I'm upset I went and gave away my trust and now I lose Don't stress, I'll figure it out I can go along if you just tell me how How long will you have me right where you need me tonight How long will you have me right where you need me tonight How long will you have me right where you need me tonight How long will you have me right where you need me tonight I'm caught up on you Ah ah ah, ah Ah ah ah, ah
3.
Your heart, that's my goal. 02:36
lyrics
buy track
Burned out Ashes, uh Make for me a bridge to cross your mind Make for me a bridge to cross your mind Burned out Passage, yeah Don't ask for me, ask for me, yeah Yeah, yeah And I asked You for Your heart No more And thats my goal And that's my goal And thats my goal And that's my goal Make for me a bridge to cross your mind Make for me a bridge to cross your Make Me Don't ask for me, ask for me, yeah Yeah Burnt out But still making love Left out But you're the right one, yeah, uh Don't ask for me, ask for me, yeah And that's my goal And that's my goal And that's my goal That's my goal
4.
My Name is Silence 03:15
lyrics
buy track
We were younger in a past life So naive to heart break I'd try it all, just to hear you Say my name, say me name oh woah See through roses just to pass time Am I real enough to hold you Silence is my favorite noise so Say my name say my name oh woah And I need attention for days oh oh And you needed someone to tell you no You got what you wanted and I got Better at being alone If you see my reflection in the mirror I've been standing here for like a century or more See my reflection if you care to Say my name, say my name oh woah See me smile, it's like a poison Or take my words and I'm essentially a bore Silence is my favorite noise, so Say my name, say my name oh woah I don't need you to notice me We've got no visibility My regrets make it hard to breathe when I get lonely When I get lonely It's been on my mind, It's all in my head Can't spend all my time, wondering when I'll figure it all out one day, just give me time To find some alright Outside of your light And if forever's what you meant I'll never live to regret it oh no no I'll find some new words to say If all that's left is to blame it all on me If you see my reflection in the mirror I've been standing here for like a century or more See my reflection if you care to Say my name, say my name oh woah See me smile, it's like a poison Or take my words and I'm essentially a bore Silence is my favorite noise, so Say my name, say my name oh woah And I need attention for days oh oh And you needed someone to tell you no You got what you wanted and I got Better at being alone
5.
l.ucas, Layzi - deep end 03:22
lyrics
buy track
If I could have the weekend Just to clear out my head You know I'll always come back to you Know I'll always come back And if I enjoy the weekend You can wait in our bed And I can show you the deep end Deep end Deep end I'm staying up till three in the morning My eyes blood red and my vision distorted Your name keeps coming up in every chorus My glass half full so I'm ready to pour it R-r-ready to pour it If I could spend tonight recording I would feel better by tomorrow morning I would love better with some time up on the surface I know you don't deserve this If I could have the weekend Just to clear out my head You know I'll always come back to you And if I enjoy the weekend You can wade in our bed And I can show you the deep end Deep end Deep end Had to find a way to understand My feelings buried deep under the sand Try to make my way with empty hands But I keep getting further from you I'll keep wasting all my time Looking for a way out Looking for a way out If you're on the other side I know I'll find my way out I'm just looking for a way out Tonight Let go Bye-bye I saved it all for tonight Fuck all my lines Fuck all my lines let go Bye-bye I saved it all for tonight Fuck all my lines Fuck all my lines Fuck all my lines Fuck all my lines
6.
l.ucas, Jiida - How Am I Supposed to Feel? 02:27
lyrics
buy track
Never been wrong or right So what's the deal Living every part of my life For mass appeal I find it really hard to try When nothings real Will someone tell me how am I Supposed to feel? Oh I'll just have another breakdown in the fast lane Getting sick of all these fast days moving past things That I never really had in the first place No use fighting and you always gotta have faith It's a tidal wave of thoughts, who am I? Don't know what I want, make a new disguise Look at where I wound up learning how to lie I just wanna scream but I'm paralyzed Never been wrong or right So what's the deal Living every part of my life For mass appeal I find it really hard to try When nothings real Will someone tell me how am I Supposed to feel?
7.
where U stood 02:12
lyrics
buy track
And this house never felt so empty And the walls they call your name But this house won't go down easy Without you it won't feel the same Don't worry, my love It's always a lot to lose someone Don't worry, I'm good Cause love will always be where you stood Ah ah ah ah Ah Ah ah ah ah, ah Ah Ah ah ah ah Ah Ah ah ah ah, ah Ah We'll never get ahold of all our problems But that's alright I could play you all the songs that I wrote about you To keep you alive Don't worry, my love It's always a lot to lose someone Don't worry, I'm good Cause love will always be where you stood Ah ah ah ah Ah Ah ah ah ah, ah Ah Ah ah ah ah Ah Cause love will always be where you stood
8.
l.ucas, Meltycanon - L(in)VE 02:51
lyrics
buy track
You can find me In love Find me In love Ah ah In love You can find me In love Ah Ah In love Find me In love Ah ah In love You can find me In love I never thought I'd be here I never thought I'd make it this far I found a friend in failure Right after I found the thorn in my heart You can find me Up on a cloud Watching the whole world spinning around I like what I see You figured me out This feeling is oh so typical now (And I think I like it) In the fields of flowers I don't even feel no pain I don't even cry no tears, no I don't even see no rain This world is ours I could be awake for days Please don't ever make me go back You can find me In love Find me In love Ah ah In love Find me In love I'm holding on for dear life, my body's to blame The things I see and I know aren't the same Don't mind your heart or feelings you get Take it all as it is ooh Swiftly, got my whole team going crazy Got my whole team doin brazy I did it all out of love I made a home out of love
9.
does anybody care? 02:21
lyrics
buy track
You found yourself, well that's amazing I checked under my bed and no-one's there You found a way to make it work for you When you reached out your hand and no-one cared Does anybody care? Does anybody care? Does anybody care? Does anybody care? You found yourself, well that's the main thing You dove into that life with no regrets And drowning never crossed your mind, no Cause the tide's been going out Like the words out of your mouth, I see it all Does anybody care? Or not Does anybody care? Or not Does anybody care? Or not Does anybody care?
10.
l.ucas, Timi O - Better 03:28
lyrics
buy track
I want you to see me do the best that I can I want you to see me do the best that I can I want you to see me do the best that I can I want you to see me do the best that I can I want to see you better I want you see me better I want you me do better I want you me do better I want you to see me do the best that I can I want you to see me do the best that I can I want you to see me do the best that I can I want you to see me do the best that I can Is it okay not to be okay? As if you care about me anyways I know I never been the one to say this But I ain't really one to be complacent And I don't know I just make mistakes And I know I don't really gotta take Another sip but I just wanna taste it You know that feeling when you get to make it Calls on my phone They miss me back home But I set the tone I'm best when alone But feeling it never good Like doing it cause you could Then wondering why you would The mission been understood But no one standing above me I face defeat and it's ugly Looked at the other man and wishing that it was me Looked in the mirror then I realized that I was key I'll be that guy for real I hope you're doing better Are you feeling better? I'm so glad you're doing better Are you feeling better? Better Ooh, yeah Everything gone be alright Ooh yeah Ooh, oh Everything gone be alright Ooooh I want you to see me do the best that I can I want you to see me do the best that I can I want you to see me do the best that I can I want you to see me do the best that I can

credits

released October 25, 2023

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

l.ucas image

l.ucas Boston, Massachusetts

contact / help

Contact l.ucas

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like l.ucas, you may also like:

Bandcamp Daily  your guide to the world of Bandcamp

On Bandcamp Radio

Seafood Sam joins the show to discuss his newest album, " Standing On Giant Shoulders".
listen now